Entry: Grr Sep 17, 2003

I have no friends. Well I do but they are shit. Katie and Laura are like supposed to be my best friends but they always diss me and make me the butt of there jokes and I'm sick of it. Like for example if we were walking home from school, they'd be walking infront of me talking while I'd be stuck behind trying to budge in beside them. Laura just thinks shes GORGEOUS and so popular but to be honest she's not every pretty and she's REALLY tall. I know thats mean to say but I'm angry at her. GR. Katie is just a bit of user. When we were walking home, they have to walk a straight ahead while I have to take a left. So when we reached that road, I just went (quietly) bye and and they like OH sorry.. (on acount they didn't notice me going because they were talking). I'm kicking myself now, I shouldn't have said anything and just walked on. It's just I hate confrontation but it's getting to point where I'm ripping my hair out. GRRRRR.

Teachers are LOADING the homework on, I'm starting to get migraines. I FOUND THE COLDPLAY CD. It went behind my brothers bed. I'm so glad I found it, it's very soothing at this time (as I want to kick Laura or Katie). But its a bit depressing. lol. I really want my brace off. I hate my smile with them on. I hate my smile anyway but I'm dying to see what my teeth are like. I had a massive gap in my two front teeth and I just looked weird. I am weird, I looked and still look weird and I act weird. Thats life. lol bai x


November 21, 2003   05:50 AM PST
:( I'm really sorry to hear about your friends... I think they really can't be considered your friends if they treat you like that. :( *gives you a hug*

Good luck with school! And I hope you get your braces off soon!
September 17, 2003   10:56 AM PDT
Mari you are not weird you are such a great person I wish you could just believe me when I say that. More importantly you should believe it yourself. I'm no good at words of wisdon to make it all better because I have no friends either. Please remember I'm always here for you k?

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